Life On The Outernet

Now I started to miss my friends. They have gone to their respective university. Most of them are in UiTM. I have a week to get myself together, get a grip & be prepared. It’s gonna be my time soon. Honestly, I don’t know what to expect. I just hope my life would not be suck once I’m there. It’s freaking me out to think about being bullied by others. But I won’t be bullied, that’s the promise I made to myself. I’m strong & I can get thru all the mess, problems or whatever you call it. Or so I hope. I’m happy but at the same time, I feel so miserable, so insecure, so alone. Those feelings are kinda mixed together by other feelings that I know not. Whatever it is, I’m so gonna miss my friends. =) MOHD IQBAL MOHD AZAMI (the one on the left) He’s my BFFL. He’s MORE than a best friend, MORE than a boy friend. Our friendship is kinda complicated. But 1 thing for sure, we are NOT an item. He is NOT my boyfriend. He is just a FRIEND who is a BOY . See? I have told you it...

On the way to KL =) I can’t believe this! I went to KL just for a day & my bro had already wat ched Transformers TWCE! And he went WITHOUT me! I was so pissed. BTW, the short trip was okay. It was raining very, very heavily & I was shaking because of the coldness. I wish we could be there a little longer. But it’ s fine. Might go to KL again next week, if Abah’s biz with Pak Ndak went well ;) The cold weather was makin' me pissed. ;p I'm sooo gonna miss this room ;) "I'm comin' home, I'm comin' home..."

Aww, music is so addictive. It’s like a drug to me. It’s more than a drug. I’m 100% sure that I couldn’t live w/o music. I could not even BREATHE w/o it. Life is nothing w/o music. And I’m sure most of you think it that way too. ;) So let me bring you into my ‘music life’. Let’s take a look at my play list, the music I’m currently listening to. The music I’m currentl y addi cted to. ;D Damned If I Do Ya (Damned I f I Don’t) – All Time Low This song is freakin’ addictive. I spent most of my time listening to this song alone. I listened to it over & over & over again. Can’t get this song outta my freakin’ head, tho! xD Alex Gaskarth is one of so many reasons why I love this song so much. FYI, his voice is cuter when he sings this song. ;D Weightless – All Time Low Another song from the band I lala love (Alex Gaskarth!!!!!) ;D This song is from their not-yet-released album, Nothing Personal. It’s their latest album. Gonna be released some time i...

Best Friends 4ever young ;p Hanging out at a park. Hang out with my BFFLs, Iqbal & Adil @ Gurney. We had so much fun & I was hoping that it would last, maybe forever...? But, good things always end. (So cliché la... Lol). We watched a movie called “Night at the Museum 2”. I loved it! There’s a scene I can’t forget, that is when the 3 cute little cupids appeared on screen. It was hilarious! And the cupids are so cute. They are actually Jonas Brothers! Gosh, I just know that! Haha! xD After that, we did nothing but camwhoring . Yeap! We just love cameras & I think cameras love us too. ;) And that's it. Got nothing more to say. These photos explain it all. ;) The movie tix (as a proof that we're not lying.lol) Back to the past, when we were still little kids. ;D Can you spot the difference between these two photos?? LMAO! xDDD

Abah dropped me, Mak & Akak off to Megamall Penang. I wanted to buy new clothes and a couple of new jeans. I got what I wanted! New clothes, skinny jeans & straight-cut jeans. I was stoked beyond words. xDDD

Yesterday, me & my bro went to Queensbay Mall (yes, again..) & I bought Hey Monday’s debut Album, “Hold on Tight”. I freakin’ love Hey Monday & I think they have great songs. I was sorry not to give them a chance before to prove their originality. I accused them of being ‘unoriginal’ because (I thought) they sounds like Paramore, my all-time favorite band. Then I started to listen to their songs & I realized that their songs are nothing like Paramore’s. Their songs are ‘lighter’ & yeah, they are Hey Monday, not Paramore. And I’m happy to call myself a fan. ;D Then, we went to the newly opened Al-Ikhsan at Jalan Kelawei. I bought an Adidas bag & I love it oh so much! xD After that, we went to Gurn ey Plaza . I bought nothing at Gurney while my bro bought a Transformers’ action figure & Transformers’ pencil case. It’s all about Transformers nowadays. Lol . My all-time favorite band, Paramore! xD Already lovin' it ;)

Most of you might already know that Adam Lambert is, unsurprisingly, gay . Yeah, he admitted that he is actually gay, which is no surprise, I guess because the so-called rumors had been around for several months now. And to be honest, I don’t feel anything about it. I don’t feel sad, I don’t feel sorry. But one thing for sure, I am proud of him. Proud because he has GUTS to came out of the closet. Proud because he is not afraid of what people might think of him. He is not afraid of his fans that might just turn against him when they found out that he’s gay. Boy, that guy is the most honest person I have ever seen. And I don’t care if you think he’s ‘dirty’ or whatever shit you’re thinking of him right now. I just don’t give a fuck. One thing I know for sure & I know you won’t be able to deny is that Adam Lambert is REAL , he’s no fake & he’s definitely can sing way better than Kris Allen. And he has the world right under his feet & fans who will just keep supporting ...

Right now, I’m sort of obsessed with a band called The Maine. I could not stop singing to their songs since the first time I heard them. And boy, John O’Callaghan is so cute! xD He’s cute & he’s definitely can sing! His hair, his height, OMG, he’s so perfect! Haha! John Ohh…You made my heart skipped a beat. Now it feels like my heart is missing some beats. I’m crapping!! Kindly ignore it. xDDD I love their songs, especially Everything I Ask For. I like the lyrics, the chorus. It goes like this… “Oh she makes me feel like shit (it's always something) But I can't get over it (she thinks it's nothing) 'Cause she's everything I ask for Everything I ask for And just a little bit more Everything I ask for Everything I ask for and so much more…” Haha! It has the word ‘shit’ in it. That makes it sounds cool. ;D And the song is really good. Even though you might say, “Hey, I’ve heard this kind of song before...” when you hear it. But the song has ‘something’ in it. L...

I think I have just developed another obsession. That is CARS. Yeap! I think I’m obsessed with cars right now. I always dreamt of having two or three sports car under my name. And that include cars such as BMWs, Lamborghinis, Ferraris & etc. Oh! Not to forget, Audi too! xD I fell in love with Audi cars ever since I found out that Brendon Urie owned an Audi. Plus, Audi is the official car sponsor to my beloved football team, Manchester United. Each of the players got an Audi car FOR FREE! Grrr..!! (Jealousy) xD And I don’t know how many times did I said the word ‘fuck’ when I found out about this car. I just couldn’t stop saying the F-word, because this car is DAMN HOT !!!! It’s Audi A5!! I fucking love this car! This is the car to DIE for. Hahah! And fuck it!! Fuck the designer for designing this car! xDDDDD Audi A5 And I kinda like this car too. Audi R8. It might look weird to you but it looks just fine to me. It looks like its having the $$ signs in front of it. Lol. xD Whate...

Okay, here’s the thing. I’ve been super lazy, no, super DUPER lazy to update my blog. Today, I decided to ‘kill’ the laziness and start updating it. At least write something in it. Something, anything I feel like writing. Oh, btw, I have quit my job. I’m soooo glad to finally walk out of that place. Place where all the shitty people loves to go. Lol. xP So I am gonna tell you what I have been doing for the past days. Starting from, THUSRDAY, 28 May 2009 It was my off day. My dad, my mom, my bro & I went to ‘the other side’ of Penang. I’ve been longing to go to Queensbay Mall. Before that, my dad dropped us at Sunway Carnival Mall while he went to see his friend somewhere. Almost an hour later, we went to KBJ. My mom & dad were eating while my bro & I was doing some DVDs shopping. I bought True Blood (Season 1) DVD box & I planned to watch it some time next week. Can’t wait! xD Then, we went to QB Mall, my favorite place for shopping! I bought a novel (I wouldn’t walk ou...