Life On The Outernet

Can I go on a date with at least one of these guys.......??? 1. Alex Gaskarth (All Time Low) 2. Martin Johnson (Boys Like Girls) 3. Jean Paul Makhlouf (Cash Cash) 4. Cameron Leahy (The Downtown Fiction) 5. Mark Pontius (Foster The People) 6. Ryan Keith Follese' (Hot Chelle Rae) 7. Paul DiGiovanni (Boys Like Girls) 8. Kyle Patrick (The Click Five) 9. Harry Judd (McFly) 10. Dougie Poynter (McFly) 11. George Craig (One Night Only) 12. Brendon Urie (Panic! At The Disco) 13. Nick Santino (A Rocket To The Moon) 14. Roy Stride (Scouting For Girls) 15. Chris Pearson (Sleeperstar) 16. Stephen James Gomez (The Summer Set) 17. Kennedy Brock (The Maine) 18. Chris Kamrada (There For Tomorrow) 19. Joel Kanitz (This Century) 20. Dan Flint (You Me At Six) 21. Dan Parkin (One Night Only) 22. Jared Followill (Kings of Leon) 23. Justin Godsey (My Girl Friday) And last but not least... JARED JOSEPH LETO (PS: If you don't know which band he's in, kill yourself. Kthxbai.)

I was bored to death just now. So I decided to take a little peek on some of the virtual stores available on the net. I peeked into mostly apparels, you know t-shirts, hoodies and stuff. I began 'searching' for apparels on Abbey Dawn webstore. And I found these very cute-looking t-shirt & hoodie. :) Time Bomb Oversized Tee ($32) Black Seas BFH Hodie ($60) And this pretty & cute dress... Sea Stripes Dress ($40) Cute, aren't they?? :) And then I peeked into Fueled By Ramen webstore and my heart skipped 10 beats. I found soooooooo many cute shirts & hoodies, it makes me want them all! :D This extremely cute t-shirt, Paramore-inspired. Paramore Ice Cream T-Shirt ($18) Paramore Heart Beats For You ($15) Gym Class Heroes Stereo Heart-inspired ($15) PATD Octoboy ($15) PATD Bird In Question ($15) PATD Peacot Hoodie ($60) And then I looked into Glamour Kills webstore and found this.. Head In The Clouds ($25.99) I honestly want to buy all of them. And in order to do so...

This is how my future house should look like. The outside of the house... The living rooms... The bedrooms... The bathroom... The libraries... The kitchen... The pools (outdoor & indoor)... Lovely, ain't it?? This could be a perfect dream house for me. :)

Often we heard people said money can't buy happiness. Guess what? They were WRONG. Money can buy me this: Concert tickets = My happiness. lol u mad?

WHAT DO I WANT? I want... 1. To quit study 2. To work. 3. To have my own money. 4. To go to a couple of concerts next year. 5. To buy lots of new clothes + shoes. 6. To watch every movies in the cinemas. 7. "This is War Deluxe" (the blue cover). 8. "Notes from the Outernet" (signed and numbered) 9. At least ONE shirt / hoodie from "Glamour Kills " or "JAGK ". 10. At least ONE "Defector" (biker jacket) from "Straight to Hell" . 11. Blackberry Bold 9780 12. An iPad. 13. A headphone, "Solo" (black) from "Beats by Dr Dre" . 14. An earphone, "Heartbeats by Lady Gaga" (black chrome - with control talk) from "Beats by Dr Dre" . 15. HP ENVY 14 Beats Edition. 16. Jared's hair to stay like this forever. 17. To have a hair like this . If I get at least THREE of those things mentioned above, I'd die a happy girl. Is that too much to ask??

There are so many things I wish I could change. So many things I wish I could do. Things I wish I knew. I wish.... I wish to not going back to college. I wish I would receive a lot of 'duit raya'. I wish I could have all the money in the world. I wish I could buy stuff from Burberry. I wish I could go to every concerts. I wish to never be lazy again. I wish to be a better story-writer. I wish all the problems would just stop flowing. I wish I knew who hates me. I wish I knew why they hate me. I wish I could have 'him'. I wish Jon K would reply to my tweet (lolwut?) I wish the Jews would stop terrorizing Palestine. I wish the people who are anti-Islamic would just go to hell. I wish the people who think that Islam is about violence would die now. I wish the world would be peaceful again. I wish I could change the world.