Life On The Outernet

27 and still single. Am I scared? Am I ashamed? The answer is no. I am not. All those around me are either engaged, married, married with kids and so on. But me? I am still enjoying my life as a single woman. To be pretty honest, the main reason why i'm still not married at this age is just this; i am not ready. A very simple reason, really. I am not ready to live with one person for the rest of my life. I am not ready to give away my freedom once i got married. To make it simple, i am not ready to bear responsibilities that come with marriage. (And i really hate the fact that you have to tell your husband your every move once you got married. That is so suffocating and subtly controlling, full offense.) One more thing, i feel responsible for my parents. As the youngest in my family, i feel obligated to take care of my parents and make them happy. If i got married, i know i won't be able to meet them very often. So i came up with a new goal in life; i am go

I think i have lost the one person i called my best friend. We haven't spoken/had a proper conversation in more than a month. He was quiet, and so was i. I thought maybe it was my fault. I waited & gone quiet for too long, resulting in him shying away from me. Maybe he thought i wasn't interested in being his bff anymore. Maybe he thought i abandoned him by not texting/talking. I did not. Maybe i was dumb for not texting him first, asking about his wellbeing. I honestly don't know what's going on with me & my life anymore. Or maybe he has a girlfriend who doesn't want him to be friends with me anymore. Or maybe i was thinking way too much & he was just simply busy with assignments & stuff. I don't fucking know anymore.. I feel like a real loser. I have a reason why i always feel like shit & i don't wanna mention it here, and he knows about it. What he doesn't know is that 'that problem' makes me feel like a sore loser.

I had this post in draft for almost 2 days. I really want to say many things about this particular topic, but like what my twitter bio says, I don't really know how to say things.  Okay so let's begin. From the title, do you think you know what I'm going to write about? If you follow me on twitter, I'd say you know. It's about my current obsession. The obsession I picked up about a day and a half ago. BTS' new album, "WINGS" . Yeap, that's it. That's the thing I'm gonna write about this time. I know my past posts are mostly about my interest in kpop and; you would roll your eyes before even reading it, but do I care? I still will write whatever I want to, so deal with it. *flips hijab* (lol) BTS released their 2nd full album on Oct 10, 12AM. I downloaded the album and listened to it twice before going to sleep. And I must say that WINGS is their BEST album so far, and it is THE BEST kpop album I've ever listened to. Hands

Two days until the release of WINGS and the hype is so overwhelming, so real even I can feel the heat from all the way across south east sea. I think this comeback is the most talked about. I don't remember reading / seeing tons of articles about BTS' comeback every day before this. The hype is too much and the expectations are too damn high it makes me scared and nervous as a fan. I, too am enthusiastic about this comeback, but i'm afraid of the amount of expectations given to the boys. What if the title track turns out to be a disappointment? What if the title track doesn't live up to expactations and make more people (haters and antis) accuse and curse the boys for mediaplaying so much? I don't want that to happen. I believe in BTS and I know I can always count on them to come out with good music. They are trustworthy. I'm sure the boys too are afraid of failing to deliver. I just hope that won't be the case and I hope this album will finally give the b

I'm about to write a blog post regarding my BFF's newly-created blogspot, LMAO. It's a task. He needs someone to give opinions on his blog & I'm gonna write it all here & then send it to him via whatsapp. The reason why I decide to write it here is because I think it's gonna be a bit long & I cannot type it all on my phone. Writing it on PC is way more comfortable & easier. So yeah. Here I go.. This is his blog. Y'all don't have to click the link if you don't want to. I'm not here to promote his blog, I'm here to clear my mission. LOL! And I still can't believe that he has a blog now, hahaha. I know he was forced to create one, but still! xD I need to answer 3 questions: 1. How do you find this blog? (design, layouts, attractiveness etc..) 2. The language the writer used. Doesn't matter if it's formal or informal, but is his/her language readable, funny, smooth etc..? 3. Let's say you're read

I want to write something on this blog.  I want to become an active blogger like how I used to be.  But I can't do that anymore... Now, I blog once a month, once a year... There is no in between.  I might be lying if I said I don't know why I don't blog anymore, because I know exactly why.. I am lazy. That's the answer. I am lazy to blog, though I really, really want to. The second reason is because I don't know what to write. I used to have lots of ideas but now I have none. Even if I had an idea, I wouldn''t blog it because I didn't know how to write it. I think my English writing skills have deteriorated ever since I started learning Korean. I am slowly losing my ability to write in English, I can feel it. That is why I need to blog from time to time, to maintain my English skills. But then again, I'm lazy to do so. How did my English writing skills deteriorate, you ask? Well, since November 2013 I spent most of my time watchi