Bad News.


This is the baddest news of all time.

We, the business students are moving to Mergong campus starting this sem.

I. DON'T. WANT. TO. GO. ANYWHERE.
I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO!!!!!
UGH!

This only means one thing. One thing that hurts. And it's going to be hell.
I won't be able to see him like I used to.

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The pain is unbearable, OMG. I can't imagine life without seeing him.
WHY CAN'T THINGS STAY THE SAME?
WHY MUST THEY CHANGE?
WHYYYYY????!!!

I just wanna be happy for the last time. This is my last sem.. I just want to enjoy it. But fate didn't want me to have it. It's okay. I'll get over it some day. Redha is all I have to do now. Tho it's really painful. Idk if I'm strong enough for this. :'(

After a second thought...
Another 4 months before I finished with college. 4 months of studying, to crack open my brain. 4 months of not seeing him constantly, only occasionally. 4 months are not that long. I can get thru this. Yes, I can. I just need to focus. 4 flat is all I'm aiming for. :)

Positive thinking.
I CAN DO IT!


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