Love vs Crush.

"If we like a person more than 4 months, it is considered as love, and not crush.."

When I read the sentence, my heart stopped. I was panting, breathless, like someone was choking, got a hold of my neck. Strangle me.

OK. That's a lie. =.=

But I did feel shocked at first. If the statement was true, then what I've been holding inside my heart is called.. LOVE ?? *cough* Excuse me. LOVE ??! Wow. All this while I thought it was just a crush. I was wrong, obviously. I fell in love with him in August last year. It's been more than a year now and that feeling I had in this very heart is called love. Yuck! He already has a GF, for crying out loud! This feeling should be dead by now. But I couldn't kill it. Because it felt so... Pure. The feeling was like a horcrux which could not be destroyed by anything but a powerful goblin-made sword. (Lolwut?) :/

It's driving me mad It's not like I fell for him when he was with his current GF, but I fell for him waayy BEFORE they were together. I'm sure you can imagine how I felt at the very moment I saw them together, dating in front of me, changing their relationship status on FB. Pfft!

I don't wanna talk about it.

xo