Out of Love.



It's amazing how things can change in just a blink of an eye. You could be happy for one second, then you feel like the happiness was taken away from you for whatever reason. That... Was me. WAS. The boy I love had chosen to be with another girl. I cried at first. Yes, I did. I'm not gonna lie. It hurts so bad. I felt like the world is ending. It was a year ago when I fell in love with him. I tried to get close to him but seems like the plan failed terribly. We are friends, though... But he had no clue that I actually like him, adore him. LOVE him. 14/10/2009.... That little incident.. Still fresh on my mind. Oh, how could I forget when you're the one I love?? What should I do to make me get over you? You're so near, yet you're so far.. And you're leaving soon... I wonder if I could ever live a day without seeing your face?? Ilysm. I hope you'll realize it one day.. Auf wiedersehen, meine liebe....

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be strong.. i know you are :)
October 19, 2010 at 2:20 PM
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