I Feel So Alone.

I think I have made a huge mistake. I have made a mistake by falling in love again. I should not have. I knew it would hurt me as it always did. But I couldn’t help it. I feel so helpless right now. I feel so alone, I don’t know to whom I should talk. I just can’t think straight at the moment. My head is full with the images of that boy whom I accidentally fell in love with. I should never have been involved with him. I should not have a tiny bit feeling for him. What if we weren’t meant to be together? What is things change? Would I be able to handle the truth and accept the fate? Questions are messing with my head. I have made a promise, if everything falls apart, I will pick up the pieces and stick it all together. Things are not like what they seem, and he is not like what he seems. I have to stop falling for one so easily. I need to learn how to control my feelings. I just have to whether I like it or not. Xoxo.