Life On The Outernet

"You're my bloody valentine..." So yeah, yesterday was a Valentine's Day. But why should I care? I don't celebrate the day. I'll be damned if I do. I don't even have a boyfriend since 2 years ago. So there goes another Single Awareness Day (SAD) for those who are single, like me! Yesterday, I hung out with my 2 BFFs, Iqbal & Ilham. We had sooooo much fun. Me & Iqbal went to watch "Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief". I must say that the movie was AWESOME! Logan Lerman is such a cutie & a very talented boy. The storyline was amazing. I was fascinated by the story of the Greek Gods and their kids, blah blah blah. That's just WOW. I loooovee it! ;D So Percy Jackson is a must-watch movie.

Our lecturer for Interactive English has given us a task to be completed within 10 weeks. Essayyyssss.... We have to do one essay each week & send in to her on every Thursday. I feel like sharing those essays with you guys. My first essay was "An Unforgettable Dream" & it goes like this... I often had ridiculous dreams. They were ridiculous but they were fun. I liked having those kinds of dreams. I have an unforgettable dream. I had this dream about 2 weeks ago. In that dream, I met someone whom I really wanted to meet since forever. I met Martin Bennet Johnson, the vocalist of a band “Boys like Girls”. I actually adored him. I love his band and he is my favourite guy. The dream started when me and my best friend, Anis Nor Akmal was at the airport, on our way to Boston, Massasuchetts. Martin invited me to go to Boston to visit his hometown. He even gave me a free ticket and a backstage pass for his band’s concert tour in Boston. I gladly a...

"There For Tomorrow", they are my current favorite band. I fell in love with the drummer, Chris Kamrada. He's freaking cute! ;D I love their music, their songs. Not to forget, their videos. And the vocalist, Maika Maile looks a lot like Gerard Way. Haha. Christopher Kamrada

I am totally devastated, frustrated when I read a note from my favourite guitarist, Josh Farro. =( hey guys, I hope everyones doing well! I am enjoying some time off here in franklin and definitely looking forward to the superbowl! Go Saints! Hehe. I’ve got some news to share with you guys so here it goes.. As some of you already know, I am engaged! So, as weird as it is to stay behind, I need to take some time off to plan the wedding and everything. Because of that I will not be joining the guys on the pacific rim tour coming up. I feel really blessed to be able to take this time off, especially in the midst of this record cycle. The band has been extremely supportive and gracious to me about all of this which has made it a lot easier. Justin York, Taylor’s brother, will be filling in for me as a favor. He’s an awesome dude, you all will love him. Trust me, I know it’s strange having someone “fill in” for me. I dont like it anymore than you guys do, but this is the most important thi...

I seriously want to write something here, but I don't know what to write. That's why I called this entry "Blank". Because my head is sort of blank right now. I am bored the hell out of my sanity. I know I should be happy because I have a broadband with me, but the internet is getting boring. Plus, I'm hungry at this very minute but I don't know what to eat. I don't even know what is wrong with me. I can't stop thinking about a total stranger who entered my life 7 months ago. A stranger who has been stalking me. Don't worry, he's totally harmless. But I sort of miss him. I know I shouldn't feel that way because he is no one to me. But I just can't stop! What the fuck is wrong with me???

28 JANUARY 2010 / THURSDAY I had a dream. It involves my stalker. OMG. I cried in the dream. Because he asked me about my sister. He finally found courage to talk to me. But he didn’t exactly ‘talk’ to me. Instead, he asked, “Awak ada kakak kan? Kakak awak dah ada boyfriend??” Haha! Maybe I was jealous, but it hurts. Like, truly hurt my feelings. Lol. BTW, today was awesome! Abah picked me up from college then we went to Padang Besar. =) But what happened earlier was more awesome than that. It still revolves around my stalker. When we were studying Pengajian Islam at TR305, he showed up. When he saw me, he immediately sat on the chair (outside) which is near to me. Oh, gosh! He was trying to look at me from behind. He thought I did not noticed, but I did. Oh, God. What he did was so obvious. Then, he drastically changed his seat. He sat on the chair that faced directly to me! I freaked out. I could not concentrate for a while. I felt his eyes on me. Sheesh! 31 JANUARY 2010 /...