I’m going home! Yay! After 3 weeks of spending my time here, I finally will be going home =D I texted Iqbal, told him that I miss Dani. I haven’t seen him at college for almost a week. As I was on my way back to the hostel, I received a text message from Dani. I was freaked out! Lol. He sent, “Salam. Ada dictionary bi-bi x?”I said, “Ada.” He replied, “Nak pinjam boleh? Kalo boleh nak dua sebab ada paper bi. Susah gila sem ni.” I replied, “Bleh jer. Nak dua ka? Um, ada satu ja tapi bleh kot pinjam kat kawan. Bila nak? Aku dah nak balik Penang nih. Now on the way nak balik hostel dulu.” Then, he replied, “Tolong minta pinjam kat kawan bleh? Then aku pi amik kat post guard, k?” I sent a reply, “Hang tau ka aku dok kat mana? Aku x dok kat Permodalan tau. Aku dok kat Pekan Rabu.” He replied, “Kat Gemilang? Kenal x senior uitm nama Atika? Orang panggil dia Kak Misha @ Kak Kechik?” I said, “X kenal pun. Budak bilik bawah kot. So camna nih?” He replied, “Camni la. Aku pi sana la, k? Kebetulan aku ada kat luar ni.” At that moment, I felt my whole body was shaking. Not with fear, but with joy, plus disbelief. He is coming to my place! xD I was in the rush at that time because it was almost 5 PM. It was kind of late, to go home, of course! I told him to wait for me downstairs because I need to get changed. When he told me that he has arrived, I was totally freaked out. I hate to keep him waiting so I speed up my clothes-changing thing (don’t know how to describe the scene, lol) I was so in a rush till I hurt my middle finger & it bleeds, a bit. Then, I went & met him. He was sitting on his motorcycle and he was smiling at me. My heart dropped to the floor, lol. He asked, “Balik Penang naik apa?” I said, “Naik bas laa..” He replied, “Hang naik motor aku la balik Penang.” I said, “Haa, bleh gak.” Then, he said something that makes me cried a little when I was already in a bus. He said, “Naik bas elok-elok.” I can almost see how much he cares about me =) At 7.15 PM, I received a text message from him. He asked, “Dah sampai Penang?” At that moment, I was 100% sure that he really cares about me ;D then, he sent his regard to my family. My sis was crapping about me being ‘in love’ with him. She even said that my parents would prolly ‘berbesan’ with Dani’s parents, haha! We texted each other for about an hour. What a great day! =)
31 OCTOBER 2009 – SATURDAY
My last day at home. Kak Ina sent me to the bus station. Mak followed us, too. In the car, Mak told us that Apit went home just to see me. According to Mak, he sort of missed me. I was so touched. I cried, nobody noticed it. I missed him, too.
1 NOVEMBER 2009 – SUNDAY
First day of November. 18 days to go for my final exam. I skipped two classes today, MPW & ENG. Felt so lazy. Besides, Kak Anis wasn’t here so I decided to skip the morning classes. Accounting class was kind of fun. Sir Fizi paid his attention to me alone. And, he finally remembered my name, lol ;p
2 NOVEMBER 2009 – MONDAY
Finally got the marks for my Listening Test & second English Test. I got 9/10 for the listening test & 78% for the 2nd English test. I was so frustrated. I did not get an A for my favorite subject. What a heartbreak! =(
3 NOVEMBER 2009 – TUESDAY
I was being ‘tackled’ by a 26-year-old guy, thru the phone! Goddamnit! He doesn’t even know me! I discovered a horrible truth! My roommates told me that the most hated girl in AA1B, Husna has set her fucking eyes on my Dani! Lin said that that girls know most of the OM students & I’m pretty much sure that it is my Dani she was talking about! Fuck her! I hate her! She is so gedik & nobody really likes her. She already has a boyfriend but she still wanted to get near my Dani. I told my friends to keep an eye on her so that she would not get near Dani whenever she had the chance.
Lots of things happened on the first day of the new year... 1. Avril Lavigne gave away her new song, "What the Hell" on her FB, for free. (we have to download it, of course.) 2. I was tired as fuck. 3. Missed Man United's first goal. 4. Man United won 2-1 against West Bromwich Albion. 5. Wayne Rooney scored his first goal since March 2010. 6. They're still unbeaten in the league. 7. They're still at the top of the table. 8. I didn't get the chance to be on "my favorite site" today. 9. Andra was being a total goody today, he laughed a lot. 10. Last but not least.. My one & only sister is now engaged to someone. :) CONGRATULATIONS! Me love you ;) (photo credits to Kak Lin! Heheh..)
27 and still single. Am I scared? Am I ashamed? The answer is no. I am not. All those around me are either engaged, married, married with kids and so on. But me? I am still enjoying my life as a single woman. To be pretty honest, the main reason why i'm still not married at this age is just this; i am not ready. A very simple reason, really. I am not ready to live with one person for the rest of my life. I am not ready to give away my freedom once i got married. To make it simple, i am not ready to bear responsibilities that come with marriage. (And i really hate the fact that you have to tell your husband your every move once you got married. That is so suffocating and subtly controlling, full offense.) One more thing, i feel responsible for my parents. As the youngest in my family, i feel obligated to take care of my parents and make them happy. If i got married, i know i won't be able to meet them very often. So i came up with a new goal in life; i am go...
5.11.2024. One month since DAY6 in KL. I have a lot to say but i don’t really know how to put my thoughts into words. But here goes.. You see, i have been a fan of DAY6 since their debut (7.9.2015) and it has been my lifelong dream to see them live in concert, and to sing along to their songs. 5.10.2024, my dream finally came true. I saw them in person, standing right there in front of my eyes. I sang along to their every song, word by word just like i have been dreaming to do since forever. 9 years of waiting, only for it to be over in just 3 hours. It was bittersweet. But it meant everything to me. To DAY6, thank you for finally coming here. Thank you for always producing great music. Thank you for staying together despite all the hardships and challenges in your journey of being DAY6. Above all, thank you for existing as DAY6. 데이식스 되어줘서 고마워요.
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