Something happened on this day that made my heart stopped beating for about 20 seconds. No kidding. I sent a message, no, it was sort of like a reminder to Dani. I asked him when I can get back my dictionary. I also told him that I am going home this coming Thursday and won’t be here (Alor Star) till Monday. He sent me a reply (which made my heart stopped beating) “Ok, dear.” OMG, he called me ‘dear’!!! I was ecstatic! Lol. I told Iqbal about it and he started to talk crap about me & Dani. Haha! Sheesh, can’t believe he would call me ‘dear’. I felt loved. Lmao! xD
11 NOVEMBER 2009 – WEDNESDAY
I have no class tomorrow, yay! I can go home at any time I want. I decided to go home around 2 or 3 o’clock.I sent another ‘reminder’ to Dani. I have to get the dictionaries back because my friend’s dictionary was with him too. He said he forgot to return it to me yesterday. He asked me where we can meet. I said, up to him. He said he wanted to meet me at my place. Ok, at that moment, I was a bit freaked out. I asked him again, when we can meet, at what time. He said, at ten in the morning. I told him at that time, I prolly did not wake up from my sleep yet. I told him to meet me at 12. So I made a plan: ask him out for a lunch, if possible. I told Iqbal & Anis about my plan. And they said go ahead, take chances. Yeap! I def will take every opportunities laid in front of me. No more hesitation. ;) That night, I couldn’t sleep. I did not know why. Maybe I was freaking out about what does gonna happen tomorrow. I fell asleep at 2AM.
12 NOVEMBER 2009 – THURSDAY
I woke up at 9 in the morning. Gosh! It was too early for me. I slept at 2 AM last night and I woke up at 9 AM the next morning. I can’t believe this! I have no idea why my sleeping habit changed that day. Maybe because of Dani…?? Yeah, because of him. I was feeling a bit nervous about meeting him. I told Anis about it and she asks me to calm myself down. I was trying so hard but I could not just calm down. *sigh* At 11.14 AM, I received a message from him. He asked me, “Dah bangun belum?” I said, “Dah. Tapi belum mandi lagi, hehe.” I immediately grab my towel and go to the bathroom to take a shower. Don’t wanna be late. As I told Iqbal, I don’t like to make someone waiting for me. ;p At 11.58 AM, I sent him a message, asking, “Ada mana la ni? Jangan dah sampai baru nak gitau.” He replied, “Ok, ok. I’m on my way.”I waited for him, patiently. At 12.21 PM, he called me, telling me that he has arrived. Yeap, he CALLED me. For the 1st time! Hope it wouldn’t be the last time.Haha! xD I wanted to go to a bank after meeting him, so I wore my best dress left in my locker and go downstairs to meet him. Guess what he wore? A green shirt and a green shorts! He looked soooo cute! I almost fell off the stairs, lol! xD He asked me where I wanna go. I told him I’m going to a bank. On purpose, I asked him whether he wanted to ‘teman’ me or not. He asked me to ride his bike. Honestly, that wasn’t the answer I wanted to hear from him. But then, something happened. He offered to send me to the bank! Meaning: ride on the bike with him. As I said earlier, I would never gonna miss an opportunity laid in front of me. So I accepted his offer. I rode on a bike with him. OMG! I was freaking ecstatic! ;D It was truly a dream came true! It was a fun day. I enjoyed it every second. Even though I was a bit disappointed for not having a lunch with him, I was more than happy. Both Anis and Iqbal told me that I have more time to be with him next year and the next. They were right. He has 3 semesters left. It means that we have another year and a half to be together in the same college. Anything can happen in the mean time. =) At 3 PM, I was already on a bus, going home. I am so gonna miss him as that was the last time we met before we both enter the new semester next year. Kinda sad, but I can wait. I have to, right? Do I have a choice? No, right? So yeah, I’ll wait patiently. =) Later that evening, I sent him a message, telling him that I have arrived home. He said, “Saja bagi aku panas!” Hahahah! xD I said something to soothe his mood. I know he wasn’t in a good mood as he was going to answer the last paper of final exam, which was Business Mathematics, the subject that he hates on the next day. Then he said, “Jangan lupa study tau.” Once again, I was touched by his words. I know that he cares about me. I always know that. Even though he never told me about it, he kind of showed it to me. So that is how I know. He even sent his regards to my family. =) Abah picked me up at the bus station. Then we went to Sunway Carnival Mall because Apit wanted to find something there. After that, we went to Jusco SPC and I finally got to buy Big Apple donuts that I was craving for weeks. Yay! xD
14 NOVEMBER 2009 - SATURDAY
Went to ‘pasar malam’ Bayan Lepas, after days of forcing Abah to go there, haha! Finally I got to go there after so many months. How I missed my hometown. A lot of things have changed. The landscapes, especially. There many new buildings, too. I almost did not recognize the place anymore. The first place we go is Abah’s favorite ‘kedai gunting rambut’ at Teluk Kumbar. When we were on our way to TK, we passed on Dani’s house. My sis said something like this, “Tu rumah boyfriend hang.” I was like, “WTF…?? Sapa boyfriend aku?” I love playing dumb with my sis. ;p After that, we went to the night market. Then we went to Queensbay Mall. I found out that J.CO Donuts & Coffee is there! Yahoo, another donuts outlet! xD So I bought another set of donuts, yummy! I really love donuts. ;D
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