Life On The Outernet

I’m tired of everything that’s happening in my life. Same shit, different day. I need new things. I need new adventures, changes, anything that isn’t boring and monotonous. I need an escape. I want to get out from the shithole I’ve been in for the past 2 and a half years. I’m tired of a group of shitty people in my life. I can’t wait to get rid of them. I’m tired of college, tired of going to classes. I’m tired of being ignored, being treated like I’m nothing, like I’m invisible. I’m tired of being friends with the people whom I don’t regard as friends at all. I’m tired of being surrounded by people who claimed they are my friends when we all know they aren’t. I’m tired of not being able to go to concerts. I’m tired of everything. I need to run away, run away from this shit. Somebody please save me.

I had yet another weird dream. A weird dream that involved the man of my dream. Me & my two friends (all boys) were in a car, going somewhere. I was at the back seat with.... * drum rolls* JARED LETO. No shit. He was sitting beside me, but we barely talked. I was sort of afraid of him. He was wearing his serious face & all-black outfit. And the night was so dark, so scary. A few hours (or minutes) later, we arrived at a food stall that was so silent, no sounds were made. I bought a bowl of soup with just one fish ball & it costs me RM5. (WTF!) I sat in front of Jared, who was eating "nasi tomato" with my two friends. (another WTF!) After eating, we proceed with our 'journey', but before we could make it to the car, Jared was missing. Then, I saw him brawled with a man at the back of a house. Ok, this is where the dream got interesting... I saw Jared killed the man & drained him to death. (Gruesome? I think it was sexy..) Yes, Jared was a vampire.. Yeap...

Last Thursday, the third season of my current TV series obsession, The Vampire Diaries premiered in the US. I only got to watch it today. Just now, in fact. It's okay. At least I got to watch it earlier than some of the people here, HUHAHA. lol. The first episode is called "The Birthday". Elena's birthday. I love this episode because of a lot of things... 1. Delena (Damon + Elena)..! Damon was being super nice and charming. 2. Naked Damon. Out from the shower, naked. Enough said. ;) 3. Caroline & Tyler got more scenes & a "scene", too.. Ya know.. ;) 4. More of Klaus. That hot mothafuckin' hybrid. HNG. He spoke in American accent. And it sounded so cute. ;) 5. "Hello, brother.." - Stefan I disliked... 1. Andie's death. She's too sweet to be dead. Stefan killed her in order to give Damon a warning to not look for him again. :/ 2. STEFAN KILLED TWO INNOCENT WOMEN & TORTURE A WEREWOLF & HE KILLED ANDIE TOO. Ok. 3. Klaus. He...

Found this somewhere... Isn't it cute?? I love how she coloured Jared's eyes. It's like, she was trying to make it obvious, just like in real life. The eyes are the most obvious thing, haha. I wish I had drawing skills. If I could ask for anything, I would ask for drawing skills. It's the thing that I've always wanted to be able to have since I was little. I love drawing, but I just don't know how to. And I always envied the people who can draw so well. Yes, I envied Jared too, you know. :/ OHH! You know what's cuter than that?? THIS!!!!! :D It was Jared, holding our daughter. NYEEEAAHAAAHAAA.. *a girl can dream* *_*

"My thoughts are hard to write out, or even share for that matter. It all makes sense in my head, but words refused to form in my mouth. It's very frustrating, and that's why I will always just smile. I'm sorry, but I will smile when I'm sad. It's a whole lot easier than explaining everything or anything to anyone at all.." -iekadurrani.

Guess who's this guy? IT'S BILL KAULITZ, Y'ALL!!!!! Isn't he look yummylicious? ;D I like his new look. Many want him to shave but I don't. I want this image to stay longer. He looks just HNGG!! Now all my friends won't say Bill looked like a girl, cuz he's not anymore. YAY! :D

I would like to say "thank you" to.... 1. My parents for all the love. 2. My lecturers for giving me such valuable knowledge. 3. My friends for all the support. 4. ALLAH Almighty for giving me the opportunity & pretty good brain till I received THIS for the 3rd time. :') And lastly, Thanks to Wayne Rooney for another hat-trick and.... MANY, MANY THANKS TO MANCHESTER UNITED FOR THIS!

This Sunday, I will be attending another "Majlis Anugerah Dekan". It will be my third. I'm pretty sure it won't be my last. ;)

All Time Low is joining the Rockaway Fest. The Rockaway Fest will be held on Oct 8, 2011. It is, a month from now. I want to go. The thing is, I don’t have the money to buy the ticket right now. The more serious & the MAJOR problem is, I’m not sure whether I should go or not. FYI, I hate music fest. I love it if the fest consists of more than one of my favourite bands. Like, MTV WS, for example. Neon Trees & Mars are my favourite bands. But this fest, only has one my favourite band. You know, I’ve promised myself that I will go see them if they ever come here, and they ARE coming here. Rockaway fest has like, 4657589303 other bands and I’m pretty sure ATL will have like, only 30 minutes to perform. And the ticket price would be the same, as if I’m watching all the bands. Like, is it worth the money? I don’t know. I really don’t know. I am in a deep depression right now. I love ATL, I ahve always love them. I want to see my old crush, Alex Gaskarth in action. I want to see Jack ...

I received a text from you. You congratulated me & my team for winning big against our opponents. You said you always knew that I would make it. I was so excited over the text & I called my best friends, telling them about it. When I was to hit the reply button to your text........... "No, I'm not saying.... I'm sorry... One day, maybe we'll meet again...." My alarm rang. I checked my phone, your text wasn't in it. Then reality hit me in the face; You'll never send me a text cuz you don't have my number. And that it was just a dream. End of my total FU moment. *facepalm*

Germany became the first team to enter the EURO 2012 finals! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!! They were the first team to qualify for WC 2010 as well. DAMN PROUD OF MY TEAM. x) They 'won' the tix by beating Austria, 6-2. Austria was obviously outclassed by classy Germans who displayed a world class football. :D Next year's EURO would be my 3rd EURO supporting Germany. Been supporting them since WC 2002. So yeah.. DEUTSCHLAND FUER IMMER!

I answered them... 1. FIVE IS NOT ENOUGH. But here are SOME of my current fav songs... All About Us (He Is We ft Owl City), Loverboy (You Me At Six), Holes Inside (Joe Brooks), The Distance (Hot Chelle Rae), For The Win (We Are The In Crowd) 2. The Distance (Hot Chelle Rae) & Alibi (30 Seconds To Mars), they share the top spot. 3. As for now, this very minute, I'm listening to Make It Stop (Rise Against). I put my iTunes on shuffle & this is what I get. Nice song, tho. 4. Is downloading considered as 'buying'? I don't buy CDs anymore.. The last album I downloaded were Torches (Foster The People) & Lungs (Florence And The Machine). I downloaded both albums at the same time, so.... 5. MTV World Stage 2011 : Best. Day. Of. My. Life. Period. 6. Pumped Up Kicks (Foster The People) 7. What SONG? Single, not plural? Damn! Um, I'll give you the answer in plural. Lol. Holes Inside, Alibi, The Distance, Pumped Up Kicks.. A lot. But mostly, song...

I thought this year's raya was gonna be the most boring raya ever. Apparently, things turned out so well. More than I expected. Although I no longer received any duit raya. *sad face* 1st day of raya.. 2nd day of raya... 3rd day of raya... The 3rd day was special... :D SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, ABANG MIRUL & KAK AFNI!!!! x)